83. Nineteen - Year of Running

Running, denial, whatever you wanna call it. Basically it's just mentally avoiding matters at hand which may harm self.

I'm officially no longer a teen. Now, I miss my youth. Oh the so long ago times, when we skip college just to headshot a couple of n00bs.

Relationship:

Nothing much, I admit I distanced myself from the 1st year people. So I don't really know these people, though I manage to make some nice friends.

Academic:

Well... My average gone up. I'm happy. People around me thinks I'm some HD king or some study geek. And uh... I do empathize with the people around me. I remember the days when I go around school hoping no one asks me about my marks.

Romance:

None. I thought there was someone I like, but nope. And Yang, I DO NOT owe you dinner.

Knowledge:

My bullshit skills went up! And I started thinking in loops, like logic stuff? Where stuff goes round and round cause of the 1 or 0.

Spiritual:

I hate my pastor. I like my church though. Living as a Christian is so difficult, I'm putting it on hold till... maybe double my age.

Overall, a 7.5/10 year. Oh, and the frequency of my dreams increased... Still trying to control my dreams. I learned a couple of Life Skills. =P

Sadly, this year no celebration though, it was like Cinderella without the ball and prince.